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LONELINESS

2006-07-05T23:54:00.001+01:00

Feeling lonely at times is very human.There are different kinds of loneliness: feeling as though you don't have enough (or any) friends;feeling unseen or unknown by those you know; difficulty feeling good when alone or making use of one's time. Sometimes we suffer because of a false belief about ourselves: "If I am alone, then something must be wrong with me. Perhaps I am unlovable." This feeling may be a symptom of insufficient self love. On the other hand, growing up in a society that promotes a dependence upon, or even an addiction to external things for a sense of well being such as food, clothes, drugs,and other people leaves many of us floundering when left all to ourselves. Some of us may have internalized the false view that to be happy is to be surrounded by others at all times,regardless of how we may feel in their company.

Yet, if we can learn to be truly intimate with ourselves, then we are never alone. This sort of intimacy, however, is not always easy to come by. It may take facing the wounded, deficient parts of ourselves, as well as the wonderful, abundant parts. In many families such parts were rejected and sometimes denied, and therefore went underground, perhaps festering into a depression. Therapy frequently involves facing and integrating these rejected parts and experiences.These neglected parts of ourselves often carry a heavy burden of shame. Shame too can isolate us from others, contributing to our loneliness. Group therapy and other mutually accepting relationships often can offer an antidote as we explore our common vulnerability and see that our deepest secrets are not the terrible beasts we imagined.

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JUST TODAY'S THOUGHTS....

2006-05-14T05:38:00.000+01:00

I am ALWAYS drawn to people who, for some reason or another, leave this world 'before their time'.
I am afraid of my future. I find myself thinking I can't be happy living this "lifestyle." I have come to hate the images that words like fag, gay, homo, homosexual, and queer, conjure up. They are the stereotypical images of the effeminette gay but that is how most of the world around me views gays and now I am loathe to associate myself with those images. Yet at the same time I am a homosexual, but still insecure in my sexuality and haven't completely accepted it myself.
I struggle daily with conflicting feelings about who I am and what that means to the rest of the world. Most of my friends are very supportive and I know that with out them I would not be here today, yet my best friend is not dealing with this very well.
I can't help but be scared when someone as close can turn his back on me. I wonder how the rest of the world will react.....

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VIRUS WARNING.....

2006-01-31T23:53:00.000+01:00

A new e-mail worm that spreads under the guise of pornographic content has jumped to the top of the worldwide virus charts.

When run on a Windows PC, the worm copies itself to shared network locations and sends itself to e-mail addresses found on the target computer. The pest includes a timed attack that attempts to disable antivirus and firewall software and delete certain files, including Office documents, on the third day of the month, according to antivirus software vendor F-Secure.

The worm, dubbed W32/Nyxem-E by F-Secure, arrives attached to an e-mail message. It uses a variety of subject lines, including "School girl fantasies gone bad." The body text also varies, but it can include references to the Kama Sutra, the ancient Sanskrit book with pictures and explanations about different sexual positions. The worm executes when the user opens the attachment.

Nyxem-E was the most commonly caught threat in the past 24 hours, according to both F-Secure and Trend Micro, which calls the worm Grew.A. The worm also has its own counting mechanism, and it showed 510,000 infected systems on Saturday, according to F-Secure.

"Our internal reporting system shows a steady stream of Nyxems being reported from all over the world, from USA to Australia," F-Secure said in a statement on its corporate blog. "If the worm keeps this pace, Friday the 3rd of February might be nasty--that's when the destructive payload is programmed to strike for the first time."

To protect themselves, users should keep their antivirus software up to date and be wary when opening e-mail attachments, experts said.

JUST MY THOUGHTS....

2006-01-25T03:45:00.000+01:00

Last night I watched television, made dinner, cleaned the kitchen and finished reading the...

Wait a minute. That's exactly what I did on the night before last! Sweet merciful crap! My life has become a recursive loop of eating, cleaning, watching TV and finishing half-read novels! It's like something out of a bad episode of Dr Who... which is ironic, since I was watching bad episodes of Dr Who earlier!

It seems so weird that I can pick up friends so well. The ones I want to keep are always too busy for me, but the ones I can't stand, are the ones whom I can't get rid of. It seems like such a theme in my life, even in my relationships. I suppose that I can't pick my friends, which means that I'm doomed to a life of loneliness (something that I believe I've already come to terms with), except for one sweet guy, whom I can have a great time with. I mean, I have some of the most messed up relationships ever.

Being alone makes things so much simpler....my life is less complex when I think about it. It's quite a good feeling to not be dependent on anything. One would have the freedom to commit suicide without worrying about anyone caring. One has no responsibilities to anyone....

Oh well,another shitty day is almost over. Time for bed...let's hope for a better day tomorrow....

MERRY CHRISTMAS

2005-12-19T09:44:00.000+01:00

AIDS is ravaging Africa. It is stigmatised even in rich and educated countries like the UK - so it's not a huge surprise, shocking though it is, that some African leaders try to deny that it exists. While politics rumble on irrelevantly over people's heads, blocking their access to treatment and pharmaceutical multi-nationals dig their heels in to protect precious pennies, people are suffering in silence. The orphans and other dependants they leave behind, many also HIV-positive, have to live too.
As Christmas is almost upon us, maybe it's time we thought of people less fortunate than overselves. This year, Oxfam has an excellent website for those who wish to contribute a gift to help alleviate world poverty. These presents are slightly more practical than wearing a red ribbon. Eating properly, staying warm and keeping clean all have a huge impact on everyday life, even though they're very small things.
It may be too late to order these gifts in time for Christmas, but I'm sure Santa wouldn't mind taking "time out" to deliver them in the new year! If you think you'd like to help, CLICK HERE TO VISIT THE OXFAM UNWRAPPED WEBSITE.

Merry Christmas everybody!!

SEASON OF GOODWILL?

2005-11-25T10:01:00.000+01:00

Just in time for the season of peace and goodwill to all, the Roman Catholic Chuch has done the unconscionable: It has banned gay men from it's priesthood.
The only gay men who enter the priesthood will be either clueless, closeted, or lying. This is a disastrous way to prepare men for a healthy life as a priest and gives rise to the very environment that everyone wanted to avoid: the repressed, fearful seminary where sexuality is a forbidden topic.
Gay rights activists and liberal Catholics are girded for a long battle over the Vatican's tougher stance on homosexuality, predicting the Church would lose thousands of followers.
So, what's the bottom line here? Gays can't be celibate? So the truth is, good men are being told that they are not worthy because of who they are, not because of what they do. Though they were created, we are told, in the image of God, they aren't good enough to be priests! Hell, the Church is treating them like they treat women. The only difference being that the leadership doesn't label women as "objectively disordered" -- it only treats them that way!

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...NOTHING SERIOUS

2005-11-12T15:41:00.000+01:00

I don't feel in a serious mood today, so here's something to tide you over (or keep you coming back assuming you're not from Outer Mongolia) until my next blog update.....just a little humour.

An extraordinarily handsome man decided he had the responsibility to marry the perfect woman so they could produce beautiful children beyond compare. With that as his mission he began searching for the perfect woman.

Shortly there after he met a farmer who had three stunning, gorgeous daughters that positively took his breath away. He explained his mission to the farmer, asking for permission to marry one of them.

The farmer simply replied, "They're lookin' to get married, so you came to the right place. Look 'em over and pick the one you want."

The man dated the first daughter. The next day the farmer asked for the man's opinion.

"Well," said the man, "she's just a weeeeee bit, not that you can hardly notice...pigeon-toed."

The farmer nodded and suggested the man date one of the other girls. So the man went out with the second daughter.

The next day, the farmer again asked how things went.

"Well," the man replied, "she's just a weeeee bit, not that you can hardly tell...cross-eyed."

The farmer nodded and suggested he date the third girl to see if things might be better. So he did.

The next morning the man rushed in exclaiming, "She's perfect, just perfect. She's the one I want to marry."

So they were wed right away. Months later the baby was born. When the man visited the nursery he was horrified: the baby was the ugliest, most pathetic human you can imagine. He rushed to his father-in-law asking how such a thing could happen considering the beauty of the parents.

"Well," explained the farmer. "She was just a weeeee bit, not that you could hardly tell...pregnant when you met her!"

ANOTHER DISASTER!

2005-11-06T20:30:00.000+01:00

It happened after 911 - it happened after the Tsunami - and it's happening again!
Everyone is glued to the media to see the latest devastation of the world. Things seem to be getting worse and worse and it's all anyone can talk about. What is it about human nature that makes us obsessive over tragedy and almost "get off" on feeling bad for the victims? I don't think people really feel better about themselves by seeing people in worse scenarios; I know I certainly don't - yet at the same time I can't stop watching the news to find out what has happened.

When returning to the States on AIR FORCE ONE, President Bush expressed genuine surprise when reporters asked him about the large protests that his visit to Argentina had sparked.

"What protests?" he asked.

Reporters explained out to him that they were referring to the thousands of people who swarmed the streets of Mar Del Plata on Friday to air their protest against the Bush administration policies.

"Um ..Yes, I know about the thousands in the streets", he said, "I saw footage of it on my daily news DVD. My staff told me those were all people who were glad and honoured to see me and were expressing their support of our war on terror and freeing of oppressed people. Why would people want to protest about me?"

The reporters just shook their heads and continued with their card games for the duration of the flight back to the United States....

...And we worry about the natural disasters happening in the world today. What about the man made ones!!

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PHISHING!

2005-10-29T08:55:00.000+01:00

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The message tries to scare you into giving up personal and financial information by saying that your account needs to be verified, updated or confirmed.

The message threatens negative action -- cancelling your account, for example -- if you fail to take the requested action immediately. If you think the message may be legitimate, contact the organization by phone or open a new Internet browser window and type in the company's Web address. Do not cut and paste material from the suspicious message!

The message appears to come from a company you do business with, but it calls you "Dear Customer" instead of your name.

EarthLink offers a free"ScamBlocker" toolbar that you can install on your Internet browser. It alerts you before you visit pages that are on the company's list of known phisher Web sites.Ebay is one of the top targets for phishers and has a similar toolbar.

After you install the EarthLink Toolbar (either as part of EarthLink TotalAccess or as a stand-alone download), ScamBlocker provides two levels of protection:
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CHECK IT OUT...

2005-10-24T08:57:00.000+01:00

You know the situation, a hot guy passes your way, and it's not like you can really check him subtly. You either look, or you dont. If you look, the chances are he will see. What do you usually do? I admittedly usually cower like a shy submissive dog refusing to make eye contact. I guess I dont want anyone to know I'm checking them out and then it's the rejection factor too. There is the pride of letting another guy know that I was checking him. I know I could just smile, but somehow that doesn't seem cool....
The funny thing is that I love watching other guys check people out. I see it nearly every day in any public place and it cracks me up!
Straight guys are hilarious when a hot woman walks by and they glare, or turn around completely around. The funny part is that I never see women really do that. Women have this incredible ability to find a man drop dead gorgeous and never flinch. Amazing isnt it. I wonder sometimes if the straight men REALLY think the women are going to turn around and want to hook up with them. If they only knew that happens all the time in the gay world.
Unlike women, I think it's a guys nature to look, we are so visual. I find that most men show with their eyes their attraction. But I am decided to try not to look especially when I know someone might be able to tell. Maybe that's the reason I am still single.

HOMOPHOBIA & COMING OUT

2005-10-16T07:19:00.000+01:00

As is the case with racism, numerous and complex factors contribute to homophobia. As with racism, homophobia is based on prejudice towards those who are different. The primary source of homophobia in most Western nations seems to be the Judaeo-Christian religious tradition of opposition to homosexuality, justified by certain passages in scripture. From its roots in religion, over the years, homophobia has institutionalized itself in the law.
Because of the pervasiveness of homophobia in our culture, we are exposed from a very early age to a constant stream of messages that denigrate homosexuality and homosexuals. For example, faggot or queer is one of the most common names used by boys in school to denigrate a classmate. For some people these negative messages become internalized as truths about "the way things really are."
The single most important step in liberating oneself from internalized homophobia is recognizing that the source of the bad feelings is external "programming" written by a society which in general is very negatively disposed towards homosexuality as the result of religious predjudice.
I experienced this myself from my family. Remember, homosexuality is generally felt to have a strong genetic component - it is not a deviance or an illness, any more than being left-handed or blue-eyed are. Another vital step in escaping the grip of internalized homophobia is to "come out" (i.e. reveal one’s sexual orientation) to a trusted friend or relative.
"Coming out" can be an extremely complex emotional process. Going through it alone can be very, very hard. It can make a difference to have the support of someone who has a good understanding of the many emotional aspects and can offer useful insight into your particular situation. If you feel that you have nobody you can trust and need somebody to help you; I am always here. Please drop me a line to the following email address (tony.aimtoplease@gmail.com) and head your email "coming out". I can't guarantee to solve your problems, but I am more than willing to listen and offer a helping hand. Remember, you are not alone - many of us have been there!!

ANOTHER RELIGIOUS GRIPE!

2005-10-14T08:09:00.000+01:00

Those poor, victimized Catholic Bishops - characterized as bigots. How could that have happened? I think they don't need any help from the courts with that. They do that pretty well on their own. I mean really, let's institutionally deny a group of people their rights and persuit of happiness and then have the nerve to be upset at being called bigots. That's like slave owners being upset at being called racists. "If the cap fits..."
When the Vatican gets rid of homosexual priests in the Catholic church, who's going to be left to perform Sunday mass? Has the Vatican forgotten that it was the prostitutes, sick, and destitute that Jesus spent time amongst? What ever happened to Christian compassion and tolerance? Do they still refuse to become a populist church and pretend we're living in the Middle Ages? Homosexuality does not make one a pedophile; yet the Vatican still insists on persecuting even those men and women who are called to serve God despite their natural, God-given, sexual preferences. Sadly, but true to it's history, the Vatican resorts to extreme measures to anything it refuses to understand or tolerate.

BLOGGING OR DOGGING?

2005-10-10T15:27:00.000+01:00

Apparently when questioned, many British people confused "blogging" with "dogging," two very separate and different verbs. I had no idea until I read the article, but "dogging is the phenomenon of watching couples have sex in semi-secluded places such as out-of-town car parks." So next time you talk to someone about your blogging habit, be sure you annunciate the first few letters.
Another interesting finding here in England is that more people there know about "happy slapping" than blogs. Now raise your hand if you already know what happy slapping is. No, it doesn't have anything to do with spanking - well not specifically anyway - shame! It's a teen thing where they assault someone and record it on mobile phones. Whilst it sounds like the "dumb robber" thing, I think blogging is much less problematic. Although if you were creative I suppose you could do both at the same time...Isn't technology amazing?

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2005-10-08T22:02:00.000+01:00

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BEARS WEBSITE!

2005-10-05T08:40:00.000+01:00

This blog may be offensive to some people. In fact, if I don't offend you in some way, please e-mail me and let me know as it's likely an indication that I haven't tried hard enough!!

Based on the flimsiest of premisses, the cartoon bears on the Charmin bog roll adverts have been defecating in the woods for quite sometime now. Presumably at the same brain-storming meeting, when advertising agency came up with this campaign they also pitched a similar one as part of the Vatican City account, where a cartoon Pope on tasting his new buttery-like spread, exclaims "I can’t believe it’s not Cum".
Of course leaving aside, for one moment, the concept of bears getting enough money together to purchase quilted bathroom tissue in the first place, why do all these adverts concentrate on the absorption quality of their product? "Look, it can absorb all that blue dye!!"At last,an end to leaky blue dye misery! I'm not sure about anyone else but if I had to utilise toilet paper to "soak up" that much liquid on a regular basis I'd be seeking medical assistance before purchasing more quilted bog roll. Why can't they stick to something much more reasonable, like having a puppy to front their ads or use the catch phrase "Luv Your Bum!"Personally, I'd prefer to love somebody elses!!

THE FULL MONTY!

2005-10-02T12:14:00.000+01:00

Nothing good comes out of a conversation that begins with, "I have good news and bad news. Which do you want first?"

Whatever the news, the phrase is a preface to an admission of guilt, a preamble to trouble, or a prelude to something which I know I'm not going to like. The phrase attempts to give the bearer of the bad news the illusion that what he's about to dump on my lap can be ameliorated or offset by what he or she thinks to be the good news. It also allows them to think that a bad situation can be negotiated and turned into something better, or at the very least tolerable, once the unpleasant news has been dealt with. In reality, what it means is that someone's done something I'm not going to like, and they're hoping I'm not going to go Tazmanian devil or fly off the handle once I find out what they've done.

I'm one never to mince or try to get around delivering a bit of bad news. I come from a family where bad news is given in such a matter-of-fact way you'd think it was part of a laundry or shopping list.

If I have something I'd rather not say, I'll keep it to myself and take it to the grave with me. If it's something that I need to get off my chest, I try not to soften the blow with a lead-in or conditional phrase that will allow the other person to get all defensive about it.

So, for the last few days I've felt completely restless! But that's just me! I must find things to do! Well, I just started another Yahoo group and constructed a website related to the group. It's entitled BOYZVILLAGE UNCUT. I guess the title speaks for itself - yes the theme is uncut cocks!! I've always prefered the full monty to the cut variety.

If you'd like to join the group (anyone of 18 is welcome) or just check out the website, then please click the link below. If off for some lunch now...see ya next week..

GOING..GOING...GONE!

2005-09-21T17:07:00.000+01:00

It's that time of year, folks. Time to put the pen down, take a break, slip on the flip flops and spend the day at the beach, the park, the mountains, a lake. It's time for vacation and forget all things cyber. Time to relax, breathe, meditate, and consider new directions. It's my time.

Eilot had it wrong. April is not the cruelest month September is!! It's wrapped itself around me like a wet blanket hot, humid, suffocating leaving me breathless. It fills my nights with restless dreams and longings. August is the time of year where all I want to do is nap on a hammock under a tree, spend evenings sipping smoothies with friends in the park, lose myself down streets I never walked, or meet a stranger who later becomes a friend. I don't want to think; I don't want to write. I only want to be. Whatever that is, whoever I am at this moment. It's fine. It's perfect. I don't need to be anything or someone else.

So I'm gone for the rest of the month. If anyone asks, tell them I'm at the shore chasing dolphins. Or that you saw me in the park flying a kite. Or that I'm on a mountain seeking enlightenment. Or that I set off to where the world ends to see the sunset.I'll be at all of those places and others.

...UNITED WE ARE INVINCIBLE

2005-07-31T10:10:00.000+01:00

Blasts! First London, then a week later attempted bombings, Turkey followed and then Egypt, it seems that it's an on-going campaigns of terror against us in the west. My sympathies go out to anyone that's been affected by any of the atrocities that have been inflicted upon us innocent people. However, with each passing day and with each new horror, it should just make us stronger and more defiant that they can not beat us. That we will survive, prosper and live our lives the way we wish to, in out free and democratic society. We can not give into terrorism of any kind and in any way. In no way can we ever let ourselves bow down to any kind of terrorist or terrorist act, to do so would mark the end of our democratic way of life, or at least the beginning of the end! So once again, I say we must all stand together in the fight against against these murdering cowards for individually we may be weak, but united we are invincible.

I NEED A MAN!

2005-07-07T04:35:00.000+01:00

We have all been in the position of needing a man. We've tried the bars. We've tried the internet hookup sites. We've even let our friends hook us up with a guy. All hoping that the next one would be the man of our dreams. I've decided to make life a little easier for you. BOYZVILLAGE DATING is an online dating site that you can join for FREE to find the man of your dreams. I've tried it myself and it works.

Here are a few tips to make the site work for you.

1. Be honest with yourself and others about what you are looking for. In other words, don't try to get guys that are looking for a relationship to meet for a one night stand.

2. Post a picture for gods sake. If someone is going to contact you they are going to want to know what you look like. Profiles with a picture get as many as 10 times more responses.

3. If the personals site that you are joining offers a 'premium' package buy it! You can often get a premium package at only 5 dollars or so for a trial. Contact as many people as you can and then cancel. It doesn't have to be expensive to meet someone.

4. Give all guys a chance. Just because they have a bad photo doesn't mean they look like that in person. Some of the greatest guys I have met have NO photo at all.

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It's nearly 4.00 o'clock in the morning as I write this blog and I really do need to sleep..see you guys later.....Bye.

DON'T HIDE BEHIND RELIGION ...

2005-05-14T14:34:00.000+01:00

The other day I watched a woman on television cry because she felt so strongly against homosexual marriage. "As a heterosexual and a Christian, I say ban gay marriage!" she retorted.
I say to her"If you don't like gays, just come out and say it. Don't hide behind your religion and don't ever hide behind God. He is our God, everyone's God, even mine, a homosexual. We are taught of his light generosity and unending love, and that hate is never justified.
Now, however, it is convenient for many to use God not only as a shield but also as a sword. It is hard enough that for the whole of our lives we who are gay live with no identity. Our constant fear is driven by a wheel of bigotry. We are told God hates us and there is no place for us in this world because the Bible dictates that is so.
Why should our sexuality be scrutinized? It is nobody's business what happens between two consenting adults, gay or straight. It is only the kind of light you shed upon a person that dictates how they are viewed and treated.
I believe sex is personal, not for public debate. Just as there are offensive, vulgar and shameful homosexuals who flaunt their sexuality, there are also heterosexuals doing the same thing. It is unjust to label a community.
Stop condemning gay marriage and crying that it is because you are Christian. I say give us marriage because you are Christian!! Go cry because children starve, because children are abused, and because war and tragedy run rampant, but not because two people simply fall in love.
Tell me that God doesn't love me and that I was born damned. Tell me you don't like me. Tell me you're a bigot.If God hates me and I was a waste of his time, I will be judged accordingly; by God!...Not mankind!!"

UM... HEY. How's it going?

2005-05-07T08:50:00.000+01:00

Look, I'll be honest. I got up around noon today. I showered at two. I've watched something like nine hours of TV today, and spent precious little time being non-horizontal. I didn't shave, haven't left the house, and I honestly can't remember whether I brushed my teeth today or not.
Anyway, how about if we just call this a 'recovery day', and hook up again tomorrow, eh? Seriously, there's nothing about my day today that you'd want to read about, and I'm not sure I could write about it without shooting myself in the temple to end the boredom.

During the past 2 weeks I did manage to set-up a new Yahoo Group...my intention to fill it full of horny links for your carnal pleasures. I think it has about a dozen links at the moment!! That's where you guys can help. Please join and add some of your favourite horny stuff...links, pics or vids..whatever! All I ask is to wake up tomorrow and have some new horny sites to surf!!

Now, if you'll excuse me, I'm off to get ten hours or so of sleep, so I'll have some small chance of leading a relatively normal life tomorrow. You can let yourselves out when you're done tonight, but for chrissakes, try not to make any loud noises, okay? Tonight, even more than usual, I really need my beauty sleep. Nighty-night, folks.

HOW TO CLEAN YOUR MOUSE...

2005-04-23T15:20:00.000+01:00

This memo is from an unnamed computer company. It went to all field engineers about a computer peripheral problem. The author of this memo was quite serious. The engineers rolled on the floor.

Mouse balls are now available as FRU (Field Replacement Unit) therefore, if a mouse fails to operate or should it perform erratically, it may need a ball replacement. Because of the delicate nature of this procedure, replacement of mouse balls, should only be attempted by properly trained personnel. Before proceeding, determine the type of mouse balls by examining the underside of the mouse. Domestic balls will be larger and harder than foreign balls.

Ball removal procedures differ depending upon the manufacturer of the mouse. Foreign balls can be replaced using the pop off method. Domestic balls are replaced by using the twist-off method.

Mouse balls are not usually static sensitive. However, excessive handling can result in sudden discharge.

Upon completion of ball replacement, the mouse may be used immediately. It is recommended that each replacer have a pair of spare balls for maintaining optimum customer satisfaction. Any customer missing his balls should suspect local personnel of removing these necessary items.

....SOON TO BE A MILLIONARE!

2005-04-09T09:01:00.000+01:00

A couple years ago I used to sift through my email and delete the spam. Now it seems I'm sifting through spam to read my e-mail. I can only assume that the rise in spam mail is due to the fact that spam actually works! People must purchase the products that companies spam about and the money is then spent on more spam. But I can't imagine somebody so gullible that spam email genuinely tricks them!
"Oh. My...God. The Vice President of Ghana!?!? E-mailing ME!?!? Holy shit, he says it's a secret, I'd better stop yelling. My word, I can receive 51 million american dollars if I just loan him the initial 200,000? This is the break I've been waiting for. Things have been super sad around here since Christmas - Yeah, no need to work anymore!"
....God, here's another...
"A Rolex for 19.99? Don't mind if I do! This would go really well with that suit I just bought for only one pound". Gosh, what am I going to spend my 51 million american dollars on, if these bargain emails keep arriving in my mailbox? I know, I'll spend the cash buying more gay porno movies!! I must contact the bank and see if they'll loan me $200,000 to send to my friend in Ghana!...but first I must check out the video store"

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2005-04-03T06:43:00.000+01:00

Has anyone else noticed the spammers' latest strategy? Rather than "get viagra cheap!!!!!", they've taken the opposite tack and are now using some sort of thesaurus program to put in more complex and florid words. Here's an example.
"Have you at any time cogitate how much a normal person hires for his medication? Analgesics, tablets to amend the choice of life, mass trim down tablets, and many more. I fetch you the same specific, the generic version -- the equal quality, the equivalent formula at a very sensible price."
Which gives them a sort of "Engrish" (English slang) feel to them. Unfortunately, bloody Thunderbird isn't picking up any of them, and sometimes even Gmail misses them. Bastards!!

I've noticed more of the visitors to my blog have used some version of the Firefox browser. What interests me is the break down of versions people have used to view with!
Now, I'm not sure why Firefox seems to have done so well in an attempt at breaking IEs stronghold. Maybe it's more user friendly... maybe it's because it's more secure... maybe it's because it's not Microsoft. Who knows?
Well if it's because it's more secure and more user friendly etc... I'd have thought that people who'd gone to the trouble of installing and learning how to use a new web browser would try and keep it updated to the latest version?
Firefox 1.0.2 was released in March. You might want to get it because it fixes some security issues. Firefox 1.0.1 had been out for a while before that and yet most visitors in the last month have used the older version. So, Upgrade your browser,there's no reason not to... unless you use an old OS... but you could always upgrade that too!

HAPPY EASTER

2005-03-26T17:48:00.000+01:00

If you had the chance to meet me in person, would you? I was thinking about that on my way to work this morning. That, and thinking about all the other bloggers I'd love to meet if given the chance. (I'll do a list some day, when I have more time.) Which bloggers would you like to meet if given the chance?

Easter is almost here and it's time to cast aside the "Winter Blues" and think about the warmer spring weather and the sizzling summer nights - yes, life is not so bad after all!!
If this morning you've woke up healthy, you are happier then 1 million people that will not survive next week.
If you never suffered a war, the loneliness of the jail cell, the agony of torture, or hunger,you are happier then 500 million people in the world.
If you can enter into a church /mosque / synagogue / temple without fear of jail or death, you are happier then 3 million people in the world.
If you have a bank account, money in your wallet and some coins in the money-box,you belong to the 8% of the people on the world, who are well-to-do.
If you read this you are three times more blessed because:
1. somebody just thought of you.
2. you don't belong to the 200 million people who cannot read.
3. and... you have a computer!

As somebody once said:
Work as if you don't need money,
Love as if nobody never ever hurt you,
Dance, as if nobody can see you,
Sing, as if nobody can hear you,
Live, as if the Earth was Heaven."
HAPPY EASTER GUYS..

THIS WEEK'S WEBSITE
NEW MARCH 2005!

BE SAFE

2005-03-20T09:31:00.001+01:00

Simply connecting to the Internet and doing nothing else exposes your PC to non-stop, automated break-in attempts by intruders looking to take control of your machine surreptitiously.

If your Windows PC is being used as a zombie, you may notice recurring slowdowns of e-mail and Web browsing. Or you may not be able to e-mail or browse at all. If your PC has been infected with a self-replicating network worm, a dormant backdoor Trojan horse or several other types of stealthy programs, you may not notice anything.Always use a personal firewall and keep security patches up to date.
As of early November, all new Windows XP PCs come with Service Pack 2, which includes a firewall and automatic patching.Owners of Windows XP PCs purchased earlier than that should download Service Pack 2 from MICROSOFT. Users of older versions of Windows can get security tips at that same Web site.
Distrust all email attachments. If you doubt it, delete it. Subscribe to anti-virus software, such as Norton AntiVirus, McAfee VirusScan or ZoneAlarm Security Suite. Keep the subscription current and set it to automatically check for updates.
Consider switching from Internet Explorer, a sieve for spyware, to the Mozilla Firefox browser (my favourite). It's free and can be downloaded from mozilla.org. If you continue using Explorer, set security settings to high and use anti-spyware software.
Having protected your PC from viruses & infections- How about protecting yourself too!! The Site "Willie Worries" has been created to provide sound medical facts, information and advice in easily understandable and non-judgmental formats. Check it Out!!

THIS WEEK'S STUFF!!

2005-03-04T16:50:00.000+01:00

It looks like Lycos Tripod web hosting is in decline, at least in the UK. I have received an e-mail from them, congratulating me on the fact that my long-abandoned first ever website (no link - it's a little embarrassing!) received 97 page impressions within the last 30 days, making it one of the most popular of the Tripod community in the UK...
Ah..97 page impressions per month. Isn't that sweet! At the time of writing, this blog receives more than that every day, on average. Maybe Lycos is targeting the Tripod service at entry-level web authors who don't expect many visitors, but if 97 hits is considered noteworthy, it rather suggests Tripod is not the place for anyone wanting to be seen!
Oh dear!!!
I've hust received an irate e-mail from someone who received a virus-infected e-mail from 'me'. No, it was clearly from an infected copy of Outlook which happened to include me in it's address book, thereby borrowing my address as an alias...sigh!!..However the recipient, thinking the attachment was a virus, opened it (on a computer without up to date Antivirus protection), to confirm it was a virus. Congratulations! You were right!

TODAY'S THOUGHTS!!

2005-02-24T18:39:00.000+01:00

It’s been a busy day for me. I worked at home today and got a lot done....well, it feels that way.
Sometimes, my writing doesn’t reflect how well my life is going. Often, it doesn’t come through that my life is better now than it ever has been.
I think a lot about the challenges that gay people face in this society. I think about all the awful things that are said about us out in the open now. We’ve made things worse for ourselves by pushing for equality. But, I realize that the awful things they are saying about us were always there, behind the scenes, under everyone’s breath. The hatred was always there. And if any one of us had the courage to be who we really are, what would happen to us? Many things are possible. One possibility would be acceptance. One possibility would be to be shunned and lose your friends. One possibility would be that you would be injured. One possibility would be that you would be killed.

There are many ways for the hatred to show itself. But at least now, the hatred has a place to go. The more that people are talking about it out in the open, the more difficult it will be to do violence against us. Why? Because the more of us who are out, the more people will realize that they actually do know someone who is affected by violence and who is hurt by all this awful rhetoric. Also, I believe that the majority of people in this country really do want to be fair and just. I believe that when this argument has played out, equality will win the day. I believe this because I think tomorrow will be better than today. Forever,I’m an optimist.

TAKING IT!!

2005-02-19T15:26:00.000+01:00

If you find yourself fortunate enough to be with a "date" that's rather sizably endowed, look at it as a challenge. I recommend starting with a position where he is on his back and you sit down on top of his cock. This is usually the easiest way for you to get used to a cock inside of you, and especially one that is larger than what you're normally used to. It also allows you to have complete control over how much goes inside you. Once you're used to him, you can try all the different positions under the sun.
This position also works for those who are inexperienced, and have never been fucked, or haven't been fucked too often. If it truly is your first time "getting it" then I have a tip to offer you - as his cock is working its way inside of you, push against it with your ass like your taking a dump. Fight the urge to clamp your butt shut, because then it will start to hurt!

VALENTINE'S DAY-IT'S HERE

2005-02-14T17:24:00.000+01:00

There is no joy in life, just annoying, repetitive tasks. So I choose to sleep. My dreams are a whole lot better. Last night I was a college student at an ivy league school. The possibilites were limitless.
I become saddened by some things when I think about them in too much depth...such as the advertising industry's power over consumers. For example, "Chocolate Pushers" make their products look so desirable with their frilly pink displays...So for the impressionable consumer with a little extra cash in their pocket, it's almost nothing to buy a small thing like chocolate, but for every person who forks out a couple of pounds, to the chocolate industries that adds up to MILLIONS of pounds. Sheesh. What a waste of money. Although the families of people who own, operate, and work for chocolate companies have pretty good job security...Hmmm...
Still, sometimes I think that a globally huge calamity will jar people back into their right minds. Huge calamities make us stop and think about how we've been living, and what we ought to change about it...for example...the kind of junk we spend our money on could instead be set aside for better causes!

Nevertheless, Happy Valentines Day to you!!

SUNDAY MORNING...Yawn!!

2005-02-13T06:10:00.000+01:00

My phone rang at 2.30am and woke me...It's the guy (yeah my ex) from the flat (apartment) above me, telling me he is on his way home!! So I couldn't give a damn and promptly told him to go to "where the Sun doesn't shine"!! NO VALENTINE'S CARD FOR HIM!! The phone has also woke the cat who is crazing to be fed...so it's time to get up!!...so here I am surfing the net again...
Actually, I have found a couple of Sites that you may want to check out-

If you need an online links page so you can store your horny links away from prying eyes - TRY PRIVATE XLINKS - It's free and enables to put links in your own catorgories

The next site I found is - DIGI DUDES FREE GAY PORTAL. There is lot's to do, and more being added everyday. Check out the photo albums, upload your own pictures! Check out the links, add your favs! Browse the webcams & share yours.
Finally if you have your own website or homepage visit- MY LINKS PAGE & add your Site. It's free and no reciprocal link is required.
Now I'll try to get some more sleep - See ya'

...AS VALENTINE'S DAY APPROACHES...

2005-02-10T22:31:00.000+01:00

Now, I could just be bitter because I am not likely to be getting any cards unless the cat sends me one - but why do we celebrate Valentines day?
Being brought up in a reglious family I know the 'official' view of the day - but do we really need a day to tell our loved ones we love them? Shouldn't we be doing this every day of the year?
Am I missing something? Why am I bombarded with cards and stupid devil cuddly toys every time I enter a supermarket? Tell me PLEASE!!!
Well....Moan over! (I guess YOU could send me an e-valentines card:-)

IT'S ONLY ME!!

2005-02-09T17:12:00.000+01:00

It's 16.21 GMT (that's Greenwich meantime for those of you reading this in the States). It will probably be nearer midnight before I actually finish this message. Thanks to all of you guys who left a message on this blog - your comments are very welcum, especially if they're complimentary.I have spent most of today just surfing the internet - yeah those horny sites and also watched a gay dvd which cums recommended.

I guess now I should edit my settings on this blog!! My timings are pre-set to U.S. time and I'm here in the U.K.Check out my butt with your mouse (on the pic below). You might just be surpised!! See ya' soon...xxxx

JUST ANOTHER DAY

2005-02-08T22:23:00.000+01:00

Well, I've started my new blog...haven't got used to this thing yet. I guess like most things, it will become second nature to me in a day or so. Cum back later when I've got my head together and I've figured out exactly what to to with this thing!!